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My husband, Allen, and I are high school sweet hearts. We started dating Sep.99'- I kind of followed Allen home one day, and never did leave, is Allen's story. November 02' we were engaged, and on November 22,2003 - we were married. Having been married for 6 years in 2009, marked the 5th year we had been trying to start our family. With the referral of a Fertility Specialist from a friend, our IUI attempts ended up being a complete success despite my doubts. We welcomed our sweet little girl, Hayleigh into the world on June 30,2010 at 6:28am after 37wks and 1 day of gestation. She weighed 7lbs 14oz and was 20 in long. We found out that we were Baby #2 on April Fool's Day- a complete surprise! Reid Allen was born 11/13/12 3:24am 9lbs 8.2oz 21", after 38wks 5 days. Our 3rd baby, Eva Jane, was born on April 19, 2015 after suffering a pregnancy loss June of 2014. We are currently anxiously awaiting baby #4 due 2 days before Eva's birthday, so we are having Irish Twins! Our family is so blessed and happy to be growing!

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Sunday, July 29, 2012

Mr. Sandman, Bring me a NORMAL Dream

Okay, right now, I am still half asleep, so please forgive any grammar, spelling, etc. If I don't write this all down, I'll forget about it.


In the past month, my dreamland has went kind of crazy. Of course, I dream of Reid a lot...what he will look like, how big he will be when he is born, etc. So far, my dreams of Reid have had 2 things happen in every dream.

 One, he is born way early, and is very big. I believe the last dream I had about him, he weighed 10lbs 8oz..ughhh! I have no idea why I dream he comes before we can get our 3D ultrasound done, but labor is really easy from each of those dreams. That must be me worrying about delivering a BIG baby. 

The Second reoccurring thing in my dreams of Reid is we forget the Via Cord kit. One dream we never did get it, the second we had it and left it at home. By the time I think of this all in my dream, it is of course too late to do the Via Cord, and I am mad. I even woke up one morning really mad at the snotty Massachusetts butt hole from Via Cord I talked to, two weeks ago. I had called to tell them I still had not received my kit- the website does not say anything about waiting to send it out. He informed me that they usually don't send it out until you are 28wks. I think I'm calling them again tomorrow, and telling them I want the kit now. I've been stressing about this so much in my dreams that it has been making me nervous. 

The dreams with Reid kind of scare me. He is always early, always big- I just know he will be a big baby, and we forget the Via Cord kit. Never once do I dream of Allen missing him being born, or Hayleigh hating Reid after he is born. The poor baby doesn't even get any clothes- he is usually only in a diaper or naked. In one of the dreams I had we didn't have the kit, he was big, but I didn't know what he weighed, Allen's grandma was wrapping him up on a cafeteria table in newspaper, covering his face- like he was a package. In another, we got home with Reid, I went to change him, and had apparently not changed him since he was born. Well, I opened his diaper up and went OMG. He had a HUGE weenie- for a baby, Allen was so proud of it, he wanted to show everyone, and we forgot to get him circumcised. Don't ask me what the heck I'm thinking to dream this crazy stuff up, because I don't even know.

Besides the dreams of Reid, there are so many other weird ones- some I cannot even begin to tell you what happened, because I don't even know. I found one dream really crazy about a centaur- half horse, half man, along with a lady that had cow udders in the same dream. The centaur could stand on just his back two feet too. I want to say I think the lady was half cow... IDK. There was some very weird stuff going on between them- I'll just say that the centaur had 2 members. The funny thing I found from that dream was that I was not alone in dreaming of a centaur doing weird stuff. One of my friends had a dream when she was pregnant with her little boy about a centaur too. I don't even know where in the world that dream came from, but I woke up thinking WTH, and laughing. Some dreams I cannot remember, I wake up mad at Allen. I dreamed one night that Reid was pushing so hard you could see his body pressed against my belly so much you could make out his whole body. I am sure the night I dreamed that, was the night that he pushed on my ribs- woke up completely sore in my ribs on the right side. Last night, I didn't go to bed until 3am- I finished Breaking Dawn, then went to sleep. I'm pretty sure I dreamed of the book.

Anyway, you get the picture. Very weird dreams is all I get anymore, while getting up 2-3 times atnight to go to the bathroom, and check on Hayleigh. The sad thing is 99% of the time, I watch tv with Hayleigh- we watch Disney Jr, and Nick Jr. I've been watching Christmas movies, and just regular stuff like that- nothing on the X Files, or anything like that. I'm surprised I haven't dreamed of Mickey Mouse, Handy Manny, Jake and the Neverland Pirates, or anything like that. I realize most people don't write about what they have dreamed- or the crazy happenings, but I know someday, I will read this post, and laugh remembering those crazy dreams- I still remember some of the ones I had when I was pregnant with Hayleigh. I forget somethings that happen, and it's nice to go back and read all of what happened, going Ohh Yeah! I remember that!  

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