Time to think and worry...

Well, tomorrow is the day we will be hopefully finding out what Baby M is.. Boy or Girl. For the most part I am really excited to finally be finding this out, even though we could have a few weeks ago already. I think more than anything now, I have been kind of worrying about something being wrong with Baby M,or Baby M just being healthy in general more than what sex Baby M is. I really will be happy either way if Baby M is a boy or girl. Allen is really excited, and can't wait.. kind of like a little boy at Christmas! We are planning on going to Evansville on Saturday, and stopping past Babies R Us, and Motherhood Maternity, to pick me up some preggo capris with the full belly, and maybe something small for Baby M. I cannot believe that already in 3 1/2 months, Baby M will be due! Time is flying by faster than I would like for it to, but, the weather warming up, and Spring springing up, makes me really ready for flowers to bloom, and be planting annuals in my flower pots outside. I have just started my 3 day weekend now, and have been looking forward to today for quite a while. I have not had a day off work since New Years, and have been in in dire need for one for sometime now! It is soo funny that with us hopefully finding out what Baby M is tomorrow, how many people are wanting to be called immediately! These same people never do call me, but, expect for us to call them with the "news". I was talking to Allen about this last night, and it is just ridiculous to me, how I never do hear a peep from some people, unless I make the phone call to them, but, with tomorrow's event, they think they need on a VIP call list! This really irritates me somewhat. I mean, I am home 80% of the time, and everyone is afraid to call me, because, I could be sleeping, and they do not know when to call me. AFTER 12pm PEOPLE! uhhhhhh! I needed that! Anyway, I just know that I will be taking some much needed R&R this weekend with Allen. We are going to see Rodney Carrington at the Centre in Evansville, and we are both in need of some laughs. I love just spending time with Allen, discussing things going on, and just being us two. I know these days are numbered so, we having been trying to savor all of this time together that we can. I guess, for the most part, I will have to relax and try not to worry about what tomorrow will bring!